I frown as I finish signing my name on the pain contract

Knowing how my heart will react

Prolonging foolish decisions

Unerased revisions

Speechless I sit in my shame

Knowing who to blame

I run and run and run

Saying sayanara to the foolish things I’ve done

It’s time to redeem my spirit

Heartache just isn’t gonna do it

-Mihaela chamberlain

3/3/12